IGF Technical Excellence
I thought winning the IGF Technical Excellence award would feel good, but it just depressed me. I realized that I had no goal anymore. They had taken away my goal by giving me that prize. I realized that I was having a mental breakdown from the stress of making the game. I couldn’t give up because I was almost done. What really helped me was seeing " Indie Game: TheMovie ": it was reassuring that others were going through the same thing as me.